me, a grown up? nah...

i have been accepted to study away in australia and i have declared my major. it's scary being a grown up. about 8 or so more weeks of school this year and i will be half way done with college. WHAT!?!?!?!?!?! that's insane. i just turned 20. i can't even believe it myself. i certainly don't feel like a grown up. this is weird. i'm still playing softball like i did as a kid, i'm still very much dependent on my parents, and i like to act silly pretty  much all the time. well hopefully i can postpone this whole grown up thing for a while. and let me give you all a pat on the back, those of you who are grown ups in my eyes, because you're doin' one hell of a job. (yes this even includes you sarah, alex, amy, and lisa, and my sisters). for right now i'll just keep trucking along as i've been used to and wait until the last possible second to when i have to become an adult. an adult, that's even weird to say.